This is a first for me. I've never brought a partner to any Dark Odyssey event. This year, I am. It's scary, exciting, thrilling. We travel well together, we play well together. Our relationship has grown deeply, and I feel really safe around her, really ready to have us both be together and apart at the same time. She'll find playmates, I'm *quite* sure of that; hopefully I will too, and we'll both be ok with it all, reconvening for good snuggles and cuddles and kisses. It's an adventure.
And one thing I really am wanting this time is a deep cathartic experience of being topped.
It's such an boundary layer between the imagined and the real. We think of activities, fantasies and things we are sure can be real. But the actual reality is always so different.
Part of me thinks that human communications is so poor that it is amazing we ever get together at all!
