Desire comes in many forms.
For me, it often manifests slowly, an interior body shift that subtly comes up behind me, never tapping me on the shoulder, but waiting quietly. I realize over a short period of time that I am there. It happened just now. I got an invite to play, and I had a sense prior to that invite that the person who invited was, well, hot. Someone I could easily take to in a number of ways. The invite include a subtle hint at a play date - topping with some possibly hard stuff involved, but with a nice sexual tinge. An it included a reference to a multi-guy play date too. And while I knew that the other guy (the one I knew about) was not bi, there was that possibility, the idea of having a few nice hard cocks around me as we all played with his GF. I got a nice interna;l surge of sex energy that I really love, not a nice hard cock, but a good internal surge.
We shall see.
